rumorista

Now Playing: Bitiw by Spongecola

I'm at a computer shop with Cam-cam, Lucille, Jo and Theresa right now. Hehe. NO CLASSES. Signal No. 2 daw. Whatever. Err. I have to seacrh a constellation for our project. I got to have a Candy mag! Sarado pa kasi ang mga tindahan. It's just 8:12 am. I'm chatting with Nina. My talent presentation is coming to an end. I'm not ready yet. Just picture this, me having a introduction in British accent. Then I'll play Stars by Callalily.

Kahapon, umiral na naman ang pagkachikadora ko. I knew a lot of rumors and facts yesterday. During our Filipino period, Danica asked me a favor. She asked me to give a girl name with 6 letters. Who looks innocent and beautiful but if you know her, her innocence and beauty can fade. I had my number 1 guess, "cheatimonia." Hmmph. And that girl was Ching's (Legs) crush. During our Filipino time, I saw *Bait got hurt, well not really, she just went sad and all that, when I said *Porky Pig is so ugly and I will never ever have a crush on him. Hehe. Our (Cam-cam and me) predictions were right. She thinks Porky Pig was handsome or cute. Yuck! Whatever. Wala silang taste.

*Code names were used for privacy and confidentiality

my wounded heart

Now Playing: silence best works for recovery

Huhu. I'm in total grief. My CD's broken! WTF! Nakakainis! Nakakabwisit! Grrr. Sayang, 24 pa naman. Memories of the past was stored in that very CD. Some of the pictures was back-uped by my Photobucket account. But that's not enough! Pano ba kasi yun nangyari? Basta, nung ininsert ko hindi na bumabasa, tapos pagtingin ko may crack na pala! But honestly, what my guy classmates did to me last Friday hurts more than the broken CD.

Here's what happened last Friday. Ano nga ba nangyari nung Friday? Ermm, may short term memory loss kasi ako eh. Yan alam ko na. Ok, last Friday was another irregular day of the week, well, almost everyday is. It was a bright, sunny, sunny day. Hehe. Basta all I remember was that it started in our Math period... again. Wain called out Bea, but they were really far from each other. Tapos, as usual, my classmates went, "Yeee!" Then Cam-cam and I said, "Uy, long distance relationship!" Yun, nagalit na nga si Wain sa amin pero Bea was cool about it. Pero ako lang ang pinag-initan ni Wain! After taking my test, I went outside, to check if Ma'am Ombao was coming and what I-Antares was doing. Pero nalingat lang ako, nawala na yung gamit ko! Grrr. But I knew who took it and where it was to be found. Wain took it and put it at the top of our blackboard. And the rest just followed. All I could really remember was my cheeks going completely numb. Know why? About 10 people pinched it. Kainis naman kasi. Then I just let out a loud, cold shrill. Hehe. Sorry dun sa mga naapektuhan. Till here na lang. Think I'll study for Science.

don't let me get me..

Now Playing: No One by Aly&AJ

"I'm a hazard to myself, don't let me get me. I'm my own worst enemy. It's bad when you annoy yourself, so irritating. Don't want to be my friend no more. I wanna be somebody else."

Enough said. I want to change a bit of me, like a little makeover. Maybe that's all I need or not. Arrgh. The talent presentation will be held in the NCSHS lobby. Damn it. Now I really want to vanish. I really want to quit. But I can't. Huhu.

I've prove that I'm so sociable again. Hehe. I'm not bragging it, I just love my attitude. Hehe. It's because of Jackie and Danica. In our Math period (2:30-3:30), Ma'am Chica wasn't around again but left us a pile of activities. But I didn't do it. Hehe. First, Lucille, Faye, Jo, Cam-cam and I played Hide and Seek. Second childhood ba ito? Hehe. We just laugh at everything and even made a song for Lucille and her former crush, si *toot*. After playing, nagtambay kami sa likod ng AVR. Bea, Elainne and Jezan was there though. We talked about everything possible. We even knew that when Bea was bitten by a dog, she went numb. And Elainne said na nasarapan daw kasi ang aso sa kanya. Tollgate's playing. Don't really like that song. But I guess I'll play it anyway. Where was I? Oh right, our vacant time. We tresspassed the classroom of I-Antares (there were no people inside) and looked at their pictures. Yeah, we made a little scrapbook for English nga pala. Sowie I didn't told you. Tomorrow you'll come. Hehe. Sabi na nga ba di matitiis ni Jo na di tumingin sa pictures ni Chris. Hay, ang pag-ibig talaga. Naks, certified "makata" to! Yeah, best of both worlds! Hehe. Parang musical na tuloy. Mixed with songs kasi eh. After all the session with GLYM(Garchitorena, Llaguno, Yturralde and Manalang -dapat Callueng to eh!), I decided to go back to our room while Lucille and Cam-cam have theire catfight. This is the life, hold on tight. Nakisali ako sa conversation nila Jackie and Danica. They were talking about the sophomore boys. Who said, who said, I can be Superman? I just teased them both to their crushes. I could be sophisticated. You ain't see nothing yet. Inaatasan nila si Theresa na sabihan sila *beep* na *beep*. Confidential kasi. It's always Penny and me tonight. Hala! My parents are back. I'll just finish this...

Pointlessly looking away..

what a cutie!

*The lines or words italicized are taken from songs, Tollgate (Hale), Best Of Both Worlds, Who Said, This Is the Life (Hannah Montana) and Penny (Hanson).

nervous breakdown

Now Playing: Superhero by Rocksteddy

I miss blogging. Ok, it's not even a week but it's just through this blog that I can express my feelings, thoughts and breakdowns. And as a comeback, I have a new layout, which is inclined with music again. So, right now I feel a lot of PITY and ANXIETY.

I feel pity for celebrities. You may find it really funny and useless, since celebs seems to have it all, but it's quite true. Just a few minutes ago, I searched popular names like Ellen Adarna, Sabrina Anupol and Jonathan Bennet in Friendster. And as expected, a bunch of results came out. I know there would be fakers but I just want to view some pics and infos. Hehe. So, after a few moments I saw tons of impostors and I really don't whom I should believe. A lot of people pretended they were Ellen Adarna. There were actually 88 profiles. I can't blame them. I mean she's annoyingly pretty or in a good way, drop-dead gorgeous.

And of course anxiety for my upcoming contest. Huhuhu.

anything but ordinary

"I'm not your everyday around the way. Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block and cellphone frontin'. Never that, cause I'm not that kinda girl."

I'm so much like any teenage girl. Still searching the right place for me in this world and learning significant lessons on the way. I still get amazed and thunderstrucked to God's most prominent and tiniest creation. I love looking at trees and the perfect spot for me would be sitting at the beach watching the glorious sunset and that breathtaking late-afternoon sky. My heart's beating like a drum, I'm as cold as ice and would sweat like crazy whenever I have to face a huge crowd. I have a lot of hot celeb crushes (Weird thing about me, is that I never have a normal guy as a crush!) I have heaps of fun, laughter and enjoyment when I'm with my chums. I'm into a lot of music and movies. I'm contented of who I am, but never fail to perk up myself to its highest point. And lastly, I dream..a LOT. Well, that proves it. I'm just an average gal seeking the true me before my time runs out.

caught on cam

Now Playing: Blue Sky by Hale

Wow! I'm sooo tired. Tired of eveything. All I could wish to do is eat my fave foods or surf the net or just close my eyes, relax and sleep. I just hope there could be something I can be busy about. You know, next year, I really promise myself that I'll join the DLMO or CAT. But I most prefer the lyre. Seeing them practice a lot, being excuse from classes, putting so much effort to win and having a knack of fun make me want to one of them. But honestly, sometimes, the majorettes are not really that gorgeous and the pretty ones oftenly goes to the CAT. Same goes for good-looking priests. That's weird. Anyway, I just don't have anything to write here. We just don't have assignments, that's all. Since I've got nothing to write, I think I'll just post some pics.

At school, you'll usually find people studying for the latest test OR..


playing badminton OR...

playing any board game, especially chess OR

just chatting with our peers. But still some make their own moments and I actually caught them on cam. Just like...
Alrdin and Danica OR

Ian and Jannah OR

Jo and Jed AND

Karen and Renille. But what I don't understand is why some people are just so camera-shy. Just like..

Jo OR

Natalie.

saturday boredom and laziness syndrome

I don't feel like doing anything. There's a weird something inside of me, paralyzing my arms, feet and mind. I just feel like sitting in the couch and watch my favorite TV show. Besides, it's Saturday and that means Let's Go. I just watched it. Maybe if I was in Dennnis' position, maybe I'll confess the true me ever since. If they're real friends, they'll accept him for who he is. Why am I analyzing this anyway? Okay, change topic. Below are pictures that totally inspires and sets me into shape.

The first pic was taken from the tear-jerking movie, The Notebook. I just lurve looking at the sunset. It's so priceless, so reviving, so eye-catching. The next image was taken by me. It's a tree located behind our classroom. Looking at it after a hard day's work just soothes me. Like something in it says that,"I'll be here forever, so don't loose hope."And the last photo is obviously, my blog background. It shows a guitar with birds coming out of it. And it has the lyrics of my favorite song, You And I Both by Jason Mraz.

Yesterday, I've witness another traditional event in our city. It's the Traslacion. It's a sort-of march where every Bicolano's devotion for Ina is seen. This Traslcation, in fact, starts the Penafrancia festival. Fiesta. That would mean cheerful people in every household, school bands parading the street, colorful decorations sweeping the road and scrumptious food in every table. Now that's fiestamazing.