Is True Love Just Once In A Lifetime?

This Christmas break is getting pretty lame. I'm disgruntled due to the fact of being disconnected with friends[No outgoing calls on our phone, my cellphone is still a hopeless disaster and a very low frequency of online pals], the melancholic nothingness in the mighty refrigerator[My brother must have held a buffet while I'm fast asleep], the treacherous scheme of my three brothers to invade my three lonesome diaries[They've succeeded once, but, my force is strong. When I managed to retrieve it, I hit them hard on their heads[Good thing its hard-bound. Haha. c;]] and the absence of a person that I continuously try to get of my mind[This is someone new, but anatomically the same.].

I better hop off now. I haven't eaten dinner yet. . . and its 11 o'clock in the evening. Hello, hyperacidity! We meet again. Tsk. I'm so bad.

Welcome to the Good Life!

Ang taong too tawzhan siben ay naging isang lowded na tri handred siksti-payb deys para sa akin. Ang taong ito ay nag-ukit ng parehong magaganda at masasakit na larawan at alaala sa aking puso na dadalhin ko hanggang sa aking puntod. Bakit kamo? Siguro dahil sa taong ito ako'y:

1. tinawag na 'dambuhalang bakulaw' ng isang malapit[at malupit] na kaibigan
   
2. nagkaroon ng pasa na kasinglaki ng tatlong singko sa kaliwang bahagi ng aking left femur
3. nag-interbyew ng mga nag-gagandahan at nag-gwagwapuhan[?] na mga nilalang sa aming paaralan
   
4. pinakitaan ng pinakamasagwang hayop sa balat ng lupa sa gitna ng aking bathing session
   
5. tumanda ng isang taon at mas lumapit sa bingit ng kamatayan
   
6. nakakita ng taong nagkolaps na una ang ilong
   
7. naging usherette sa isang gradwasyon
   
8. nag-alaga ng isang rodent
   
9. nagmotorkeyd mula Pacol hanggang Concepcion noong Biyernes Santo
   
10. nagpakalunod sa isang swimming pool sa gitna ng bukid
    
11. muntik ng masagasaan ng bulldozer
    
12. naglakad na walang saplot ang paa at walang payong sa mainit at mabatong buhangin ng Pasacao na eksaktong alas dose ng tanghali noong Abril
    
13. gumawa ng teleserye tungkol sa buhay-pag-ibig ng tatlo kong pinsan
    
14. nagmukhang anino ng aking ina dahil sa pagiging sunud-sunuran sa mala-palasyong laki ng PICC
    
15. natulog ng alas dos ng umaga sa apat na sunud-sunod na araw kasi paulit-ulit na pinanuod ang paboritong palabas sa YouTube
    
16. nagwakas ng isang-taong di-pagpapansinan sa pagitan ng aking kuya
    
17. hinandelan ng isang double-quinquagenarian
    
18. nag-alyas cupido sa pag-iibigan ng isang balyena at isang siopao
    
19. sumali sa isang cookfest
    
20. naging isang kadete
    
21. pinagalitan ng isang matandang estranghero sa dyip dahil wala raw kaming GMRC
22. nakabilang sa isang samahan na may pangalang katunog ang pagsabog ng bomba
    
23. nakasali sa isang parada!
    
24. umibig at nasaktan sa pinakaunang pagkakataon
    
25. hindi pumasok sa isang asignatura kasi ayoko ng titser
    
26. naging Queen of Fairy kahit sa saglit na panahon lamang
    
27. namatayan ng lolo
    
28. nagselebreyt ng anibersaryo ng aking mga pinakamamahal na mga ka-ibigan
    
29. nagbitaw ng pinakauna kong Tagalog na bad word sa bisperas ng Pasko
    
30. at sa pang-tatlumpong posisyon, siguro dahil ako'y nagpakatao at nagpakatotoo.

Ang drama pala nung huli. Pero, aaminin ko, totoo yan. Samakatuwid, lahat ng yan ay totoo. Kung ayaw mong maniwala, eh di wag, hindi kita pinipilit.

P.S. This is my year-ender post but not the last post of the year. And all of the happenings are on chronological order.


Cheers. Happy 2008. Ngatngatan tayo.♥

Close my eyes, I sink and grasp for breath.

Merry Christmas! This is another senseless post. Just a simple notice to remind you the reader that this blog is alive and I'm in a pleasant condition. Its just that my brain cells are now inexistent due to tremendous overuse. But I promise to be back with something new, something significant enough that even Santa Claus would bother to read. Be back next year? See you tomorrow? I really can't tell. Only God can. Well, goodnight. ;)

May patay pero nakangiti. How stupid can I get?

He Isn't Really What I'm Looking For.

Pain
Hundreds of children yelling, screaming.
Horrified wails that deafen you.
The fear is tangible,
So thick you can’t breathe,
The shame of a thousand souls.
And then, midst the howling,
A faint cry of hope,
A baby that has not yet fallen.
A child that hasn’t been tainted,
And the evil seems to be gone.
Then a cry from the child.
His voice joins the torment.
Screaming. All hope is gone.

Laugh
When I hear your lovely laugh,
And gaze in your beautiful eyes,
I long to feel the warmth of your touch,
And light your face with a smile.
I make a joke, you laugh, you smile.
My heart is filled with joy.
The color in your velvet cheeks
Paints my heart with love.
But my heart overflows,
As you laugh and laugh.
My heart breaks, and the love
Runs down my cheeks
Into my trembling hands.
And you laugh.

Grief
A smile, a wink,
A giggle, a laugh,
Then you glare me down,
Cut my heart in half.
The tears cannot clean
The cut that you made.
The sorrow can't fill
The hole in my soul.
The comfort of friends,
And forgiveness from you.
Once I have that,
I can live again.

Creation
Shadows flicker in the sunlight,
Branches flow in the breeze.
The air is cool, the wind, refreshing.
Birds are swooping through the air,
Sounds of laughter echo,
And the insects are constantly buzzing,
Filling the air with a noisy peace.
A calming, enjoyable sound.
Children are playing, clouds are dancing
In an empty blue ballroom of sky.
And all of this is God’s creation,
Who else could inspire such awe?

I found the cure to growing older.

This week was a haze of good laughs, unforgettable moments and a hyper acidic stomach. Indeed, it was the most exhausting week of my school year, yet.

Monday
I hate Mondays and I have a minor amnesia so let's just omit this day.

Tuesday
I didn't attend school last Tuesday morning, which happened to be the day to confess our most awkward wrongdoings. Denise reckoned I had a phobia of confession. Haha, yeahright. But the real reason was the overflowing acid on my stomach. Earlier that day, I woke up just to find myself squirming in pain, like an earthworm sprinkled with sodium chloride and exposed to the hellish heat. One word: hyperacidity. My mother advised me to ban myself from eating fatty oily foods, chocolate[oh no!] and avoid skipping meals[that's very unavoidable, especially in highschool life. ;)]. I just hope I can follow my doctor's prescription. Let's see.

Wednesday
Besides the fact that I were late again and that I saw Giezyl and Reuben together on my way up, I don't remember what else happened on this day.

Thursday
I went home at precisely 9:16 in the evening. Enough said. And that is without my parent's permission. Syaks. Bugbog sarado ang aabutin ko nito. Pero sa masayang palad, hindi naman. Minura lang naman ako ng aking nag-gigilaiting ama at binantaang hindi na ako pagagamitin ng telepono. Pero, alam niya ba kung ano ang nangyari? Kung ilang patak ng pawis ang ibinuhos ko habang paulit-ulit naming prinaktis ang 'Ol Ay Want Purr Krismas Es Yeow' at 'Sleiy Rayd'? Kung gano katagal namin dapat tiisin ang galaw-pagong na dyip, na dumaan pa sa Panganiban, Diversion at CBD bago dumaan sa Villa Grande Homes? At kung ilang mapapait na pagpaparinig ang binitawan namin ni Krizzia bago umusad ang drayber na nakanganga at tuwang-tuwa na nanunuod ng pipitsugin na palabas sa Plaza? Hindi. Hindi niya yun alam.

Friday
Enough said. I love this day. I love 2 - Hechanova.♥

I Wrote The Gospel On Giving Up.

school's been a hell lately. english speech choir here and christmas presentation for mapeh there. i'm under pressure again. and much to my dismay, my personal issues strangling me causes so much stress and heartache. sigh.

where is superman when you need him?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Hindi ako tao. Isa akong illegal intruder galing sa Planet X sa kaharian ng Townsville. Ako ay inutusan ni Haring Alibabba na sindakin at paniwalain sa aking mga kuro-kuro ang mga naninirahan sa planetang ito.

Ecckkkk.

Mission terminated.

Off-guard, red handed now, I'm far from lonely.

Tsoog. Sanity has abandoned me once again.



INSERT A COIN TO CONTINUE.

Pictures of You.

I just thought of posting, although its rather nonsense. December na! Regalo ko?