Leap and the net will appear .

I have recently finished clearing up the obsolete moss and cobwebs in my room. Various labors kept on coming endlessly that I hardly had time to pile my stuff neatly. Projects, tests, exams, extra-curriculars, comedy, drama, tragedy and romance-- name it, I've had it. The past weeks were a pure fusion of everything about high school and everything in-between. It was tough being stuck in that phase but now that it's partially over, I can't help but think that there's more to come.

On a totally unrelated note, I think my previous post's contents only ranges from movie one-liners to typographies to hello-goodbyes to relatively honest lyrics to random thoughts. And I'm thinking that it can already be bordering on boring. I know a blog is an online journal where you can freely post whatever you please but I think I may be missing something. And yeah, I may be losing my sense of wonder.

I hope you enjoy my new skin. As much as my abilities have let me, I've personalized it by making the photos of my cliques as navigators. That's 123Boom!, CA, and ChocoSugMel! respectively.

Also, from now on, I will be posting a random 5-item list. It can be a list of anything. Favorites, boos, songs--- it could be really anything. And to start off the list is:

The 5 Things I Did Today

1. Woke up because of Jenny's phone call. I got up but she already hung up.
2. Painted my toenails a pale plum color. It's really messy since its my first time.
3. Went downtown to have my school shoes fixed. But the shoe repair shop was closed so I ended up buying the November issue of Candy.
4. Watched 2 hours of The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy non-stop. It's my all-time favorite cartoon.
5. YouTube-ed the Halloween special of Wizards of Waverly Place. All of them are starting to look so grown-up. Max's voice is more manly. Alex cut and curled her hair and she's putting on make-up now. Justin's hair is not waxed into a shark style anymore, it's all shaggy now.

Okay, that was plain boring. Well, Happy Halloween everyone!
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Make It Mine - Jason Mraz

Your mind's in disturbia.

Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

I'll be back soon. I promise :)
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Disturbia - Rihanna

It's like the darkness is the light.

Despite my zero alcohol intake, I'm struggling in summoning the events of yesterday night.

Okay, as far as I can recall, I got there some minutes past six donning a gray shirt and a short approximately three inches above my knees. Yes, I did not stick to the strict dress code. Mocked and scorned at, I hurriedly started a pursuit for a black shirt. I wasn't bothered by my short shorts even if most of my batch mates commented on it. Not a minute later than the start of my pursuit, I managed to borrow a spare black shirt from Brene. Problem solved.

After that, I resumed my post at the entrance. While the whole student body was applauding Superman and Supergirl's performance, we were still at the gate welcoming outsiders and alumnus who, like me, are not wearing a black shirt. We (the officers) were all stunned when the emcee suddenly announced that it was time for the oath taking. So we dashed to the lobby and I carelessly tossed my bag in the flagpole. Haha.

We rushed to the entrance again and did the routine: pay, rip and proceed. But upon hearing that they were gonna present the Mutya and Lakan candidates, we dashed to the lobby and sneaked to the front row of the audience. Go Precious from Hufflepuff! Go Miriam! Double-up much? Hahaha.

By the end of the programme, my stomach was rumbling with pain and acid again. Ma'am Chica invited us for free food but I had to resist because of my hyper acidity. So did Cathleen. Since we were both having an overflow of acid in our stomachs, we routed for a bread instead. It was awkward having to stand opposite a person crying in ache and having no power to alleviate that ache. Trust me, it was. So I politely excused myself, and headed to the lobby again, only to find myself being questioned about the inexistence of extension wires.

The minutes of last night advanced on pretty quickly. Although, there were times when things made a sudden shift of pace. One was when I cried. Another was when we were making these silly moves with Sir Jonatz. Third was when Detsub was hamming it up. And lastly, was when Whine Up played through the speakers while I was with my junior classmates. That moment was priceless.

I'm sure it has nothing to do with the number 24, but yesterday was a very very awesome night. It was nothing like how I pictured it. Why? It was much more. Much, much more. ♥

So, how's that for struggling?

"And, in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make..."

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Distubria - Rihanna

Whatever It Takes

"Any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom."

- Hitch

This is something that I must to do 'cause I realized that it's about time.

I've convinced myself that I'll verbalize all these sentiments and all these apprehensions on the 21st of this month. It appears rather acerbic since it is after all, a special date to all of us. But I thought, I'd risk it anyway. If they are true friends, they'll understand. But today, I can't hold in or neglect issues that are as real as these anymore.

I type this with a heavy heart and a nagging voice in my head saying that I should not do this. But I want to. I have to.

What happened to us? In the beginning, I thought it was just me and my pretentious little brain who sensed that we are growing distant from each other. But the evidences are there.

I was suppose to post that last Friday but I never got the chance to finish it. Actually, I did have the chance, but I can't muster the right words or the right confidence. Maybe I'm scared or maybe I can't simply accept the fact that we've been in that phase of friendship.

Today, for the first time after a really long time, we had our traditional eat-and-chat. The food was fine with its generous serving of buttered chicken. The chat, however, was one big jolt of information. Maybe for them it's not, but for me, a resident of IV - C, it was all a shock. I still can't move on about some facts.

Even with reference to today's date, I did not greet any of them a happy blahh. I don't know. Earlier this day, I didn't see the sense of it but now, maybe. Just maybe.


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True Friends - Airto

Now I’m just trying to be honest with myself, with you, with the world.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, and sometimes, we change our minds. But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time. Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie. It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see. Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down. Now I don’t know what to be without you around. And we know it’s never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, no one here to save me. You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand. And I can’t, breathe, without you. But I have to, breathe, without you. But I have to. Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt. Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve. But people are people, and sometimes it doesn’t work out. Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out. It’s two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it’s not easy, easy for me.

And we know it’s never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, no one here to save me. And I can’t, breathe, without you. But I have to, breathe, without you. But I have to.

Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.

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Give Love A Try - Nick Jonas

A sense I never knew I had.

Falling in love should be easy, right? I mean it should be just like. . . falling. Effortless yet amazing. But why am I having a hard time? -On falling in love

Nothing important. I just thought of that earlier. Hmm. Lemme know what you think, okay?


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My Heroine - Silverstein