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Our final exams just ended. Our debate was just been concluded. And I've just been through one of the most exhausting weeks of my life.
For the past few days, I've been dealing with different ranges of emotions. A feeling of delight, misery, anxiety, guilt, excitement and confusion.
Delight, for we won our debate. Modesty aside, we had a total of 4-0, in favor of my group, the negative side. Our proposition was "Resolved, That divorce be legalized in the Philippines." So as a negative debater, we should overthrow this proposition. All I know is that we have a swooping score of 75 points. I know I'm being so arrogant and proud for saying these things, but, to tell you it was a wonderful sensation. But still, despite of this joyous moment, something bad still happened. And I prefer not to mention it.
Misery, because today is our 3rd Chocoholic Monthsary, we've planned a afternoon bonding at Jenny's house. But since we have this debate, Cam-cam and I wasn't able to join this supposedly unforgettable event. Hmmm, I wish I was there.
Anxiety, was what I felt before our debate. I was so afraid that I might run out of words to say. I was scared that maybe my opponent is so much stronger and fierce than me. I was even so frightened that I may stutter a lot and people will laugh at me. But good thing, this stuffs didn't occur to me.
Guilt, when I accidentally deleted our PC's sound card. It was such a depressing time for a music lover like me cause I can't hear the songs I want to hear. The radio had no great songs and I don't have any good CDs either. Hmp, it lasted for a week. Luckily, I accidentally reinstalled it. What a lucky accident.
Excitement, of course, summer vacation is coming! Now, I can have more time to sleep, eat, swim, wander off, goof around and surf the net without worrying about my studies. Actually, Jenny, Lala, Charm and I are planning to take violin lessons this summer to beat the boredom. I hope this will come true.
And finally, confusion. I experienced this during our exam. Since it was the finals, I didn't bother to review that much. In short, I was attacked my laziness again. The subject where I just got so confused was AP. It had a enumeration test and I didn't memorize anything! I just took guesses. I pray they're right!
And so, these are the emotions that run over me for the previous days. Emotions that seemed so simple yet can affect a person's reaction on a certain moment. Just remember,feel the right feelings, don't be too exaggerate and just appreciate what's happening. It doesn't matter whether you like it or you're unwilling for it. Cause everything happens for a reason, right?
Our final exams just ended. Our debate was just been concluded. And I've just been through one of the most exhausting weeks of my life.
For the past few days, I've been dealing with different ranges of emotions. A feeling of delight, misery, anxiety, guilt, excitement and confusion.
Delight, for we won our debate. Modesty aside, we had a total of 4-0, in favor of my group, the negative side. Our proposition was "Resolved, That divorce be legalized in the Philippines." So as a negative debater, we should overthrow this proposition. All I know is that we have a swooping score of 75 points. I know I'm being so arrogant and proud for saying these things, but, to tell you it was a wonderful sensation. But still, despite of this joyous moment, something bad still happened. And I prefer not to mention it.
Misery, because today is our 3rd Chocoholic Monthsary, we've planned a afternoon bonding at Jenny's house. But since we have this debate, Cam-cam and I wasn't able to join this supposedly unforgettable event. Hmmm, I wish I was there.
Anxiety, was what I felt before our debate. I was so afraid that I might run out of words to say. I was scared that maybe my opponent is so much stronger and fierce than me. I was even so frightened that I may stutter a lot and people will laugh at me. But good thing, this stuffs didn't occur to me.
Guilt, when I accidentally deleted our PC's sound card. It was such a depressing time for a music lover like me cause I can't hear the songs I want to hear. The radio had no great songs and I don't have any good CDs either. Hmp, it lasted for a week. Luckily, I accidentally reinstalled it. What a lucky accident.
Excitement, of course, summer vacation is coming! Now, I can have more time to sleep, eat, swim, wander off, goof around and surf the net without worrying about my studies. Actually, Jenny, Lala, Charm and I are planning to take violin lessons this summer to beat the boredom. I hope this will come true.
And finally, confusion. I experienced this during our exam. Since it was the finals, I didn't bother to review that much. In short, I was attacked my laziness again. The subject where I just got so confused was AP. It had a enumeration test and I didn't memorize anything! I just took guesses. I pray they're right!
And so, these are the emotions that run over me for the previous days. Emotions that seemed so simple yet can affect a person's reaction on a certain moment. Just remember,feel the right feelings, don't be too exaggerate and just appreciate what's happening. It doesn't matter whether you like it or you're unwilling for it. Cause everything happens for a reason, right?
HAPPY MONTHSARY MY DEAREST CHOCOHOLICS!
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