I am losing it.
I don’t know how much justice I can put into that and I don't feel like going on about it either. But right now that certainly seems to be where my most of my days is heading: into a dodge of non being. This is not one of those down-in-the-dumps episodes wherein all I need is the comfort of my friends to get me right. This really isn't. This is also neither of those nights when I pine for the return of the good old days. This really isn't.
I can tell you when or how it started but I simply know no beginnings. For the time being, though, I’ll consider sleeping. Maybe all of these apprehensions will have vaporized into the atmosphere by the time I wake up tomorrow.
I don’t know how much justice I can put into that and I don't feel like going on about it either. But right now that certainly seems to be where my most of my days is heading: into a dodge of non being. This is not one of those down-in-the-dumps episodes wherein all I need is the comfort of my friends to get me right. This really isn't. This is also neither of those nights when I pine for the return of the good old days. This really isn't.
I can tell you when or how it started but I simply know no beginnings. For the time being, though, I’ll consider sleeping. Maybe all of these apprehensions will have vaporized into the atmosphere by the time I wake up tomorrow.